2010年10月4日 星期一

心痛到極點

4-10-2010(Monday)


老爸今天又惡化,自16/9 做手術以來,老爸身體就走下坡了。


今天見醫生,又叫我地有心理準備!但真係準備唔到,我又哭得


好大聲!


連護士都哭了!護士安慰我地,令她想起她去世的爸爸,她便哭了!


這醫院的護士真係好好!


好辛苦呀!心情好低落!好心痛呀!好掛著老爸!好絕望好寂寞呀!有什麽辦法可以舒解呢?Can you teach me ?


事實老爸病情好嚴重呀,醒番都會好痛苦!我只係唔捨得他!


今日院牧、棠哥、棠嫂、弟、妹、妹夫來探過老爸!


明日我會帶老媽探老爸!


主啊!求您帶引老爸呀!


也感謝老公的支持!


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現巳是夜半三點半,我失眠了,好不安!睡不熟呀!好茫茫然呀!上星期三


自爸爸入手術室後,我就失眠了,彷彿我就快失去老爸似的,


連呼吸也感到困難,覺得自己的心靈很軟弱!


爸爸,我們會努力堅強活下去的,因我們是你的驕傲!我們以有一個好爸爸為榮!


9 則留言:

  1. 你的心情我都經歷過,獻上無限的祝福!
    [版主回覆10/05/2010 21:35:00]yes, I remembered that when I read your blog before.
    Yesterday I read your blog again and I hope that I can feel better later!

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  2. I am so sorry to hear of this news!
    Just pray and cry out to God, ask God to give you the Peace that only He can provide.  We all go through death, it is natural for us to grief , but we have the blessed hope of eternity.  Hang in there!
    God bless
     
    [版主回覆10/05/2010 21:35:00]Thanks very much for your kind and supporting words!

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  3. Take care  .
    人生總會有這些經歷 .
    [版主回覆10/08/2010 10:33:00]yes, I know but it is hard to get through.

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  4. Happy Girl   我都明白你心情. 幸好你能在現時請到假期. 生活上也不至由太緊張
    [版主回覆10/08/2010 10:34:00]yes, it is good that I can visit Dad more time but I need to start work next week.

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  5. 我相信難過和傷心是難免, 但我相信無論如何, 都有天父與你們同在!

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  6. 珍惜剩番的時間,如果在媽媽面前就唔好太傷心啊.... 感恩你爸爸信主,心裡應該平安好多,take care....
    [版主回覆10/10/2010 11:23:00]Emma, thanks for your support. My Mom is ok.

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  7. 聽到呢個消息,好替你難過呀!你都要好好保重身體呀!支持你呀!
    [版主回覆10/14/2010 21:48:00]thanks.

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  8. take good care!!
    [版主回覆10/14/2010 21:49:00]thanks.

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  9. 記住Mommy dearest 的話,神是我們隨時的幫助
    [版主回覆10/27/2010 23:43:00]yes, I remember. Thanks a lot for your reminder!

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